I like food, way too much. I’ve been anorexic and bulimic, and now I eat too much. Some days I starve, but I usually eat too much and i’m overweight. I am preoccupied with my weight, and I hate myself. I cut the word pig into my stomach. I’ve been in psych treatment for bipolar disorder and an eating disorder. But my weight is really driving my life, and i can’t do right. I am in therapy, but I am so preoccupied with being fat. Do you think a treatment center would help? What do I do?
Tagged bipolar, center, disorder, eating disorder, food, overweight, pig, stomach, treatment, treatment center, way, weight, word
my son doesn’t like my new boyfriend and when he found out we were thinking about becoming engaged he was so upset at me, he said “you can’t marry that ‘N$*@%’ (n-word) I won’t let you!” and he ran away and was gone for about 2 hours. When he came home he threatened his sister and told her that she had to call CPS and tell them that my boyfriend molested her or he was going to tell me about her eating disorder (I didn’t know until last night but my daughter has been throwing up after she eats) My daughter refused and told me about her secret herself. I’m going to get help for her (I made an appointment with her doctor to get a referral to a therapist) but I didn’t know what to do about my son so I tried to talk to him and he just became violent and pushed me down, so I called the police after they got there and tried to talk him down he pulled a knife out and stabbed himself (he was fine he stabbed himself in the leg.) and they took him to the hospital after becoming violent with them too even after he stabbed himself. My son is very young to be acting this way, he’s still in middle school only 13 years old.
Some of the problem is I was raised in a racist family and didn’t get out of it until recently. So my children were also raised in that environment. To make matters worse my exhusband was a pedophile and had a secret stash of child pornography, although he never did anything to his own girls I found out that he would mess with the newly recruited girls mostly the young teenagers 12 and 13 year olds (by recruited I mean girls that my husband recruited into his White Survival Group)
I know that my son might have a mental illness or two because it runs in his dad’s family, and I know that he hates that I left his dad and he also hates that i’m now with a black man, which is what he’s always been taught is wrong.
I don’t think it’s safe for my other children if he came home, I went to visit him today and he said he was going to come home and kill his siblings and then himself if I marry my boyfriend. I really need some help. I don’t have any family locally that he can stay with because they are all part of a white survivalist community, and they have even tried to kidnap my kids, I had to send them to new schools and everything. I do have a 1/2 sister that was disowned by my father after she came out as a lesbian, she said that she would be willing take him in (she’s also the one that helped me get away from my husband) But she lives over 2,216 miles away in San Francisco California (I currently live in Appleton Wisconsin although I want to move to were my sister lives) Should I send him to live with her or should I take him back him were he might runaway or runaway to my racist family, if he does that they might keep him on the compound or hide him from me in another state, and I don’t want that.
this is about my son not my daughter
I want to send him to my sister to protect my other children. I can’t have him going around killing them. My sister used to be a foster parent so she have experience with troubled children. The problem is he’s never met her because he was disowned and my husband wouldn’t let me speak to my sister. I was only able to stay connected with her in secret.
The doctors told me he thinks he has “Schizotypal personality disorder” and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and is suffering from depression. But wants to run some blood test to see if he was using any-kind of drug (which i know he was not)
I’m struggling with an eating disorder, and constantly bombarded with negative reinforcement from society. Every commercial is either for fast food, or a new majic diet pill. I can’t get away from it, and I want it to stop putting bad thoughts in america’s girls’ heads. Eating disorders are glorified instead of addressed/dealt with. People accept being too thin, but shun those are too fat.
I would also like to find a reliable birth control for guys, but that’s a perfect world. I can’t expect miracles.
The social security found me “mentally disabled” with problems in my brain as mental problems because I had emotional problems and couldn’t control my thoughts and wanted to commit suicide over something stupid. So should I be proud of myself why or why not? They pay me $832 a month but I can’t survive with that so I’m living with my parents. I go to the food bank every week and get tons of food for free but I want to be more successful. I received several F’s and D’s in college so I can’t go back. Why is this happening to me? I always believed in God and Jesus.
Posted in Storing Food
Tagged bank, brain, disorder, emotional problems, entitlement, food, food bank, God, Jesus, month, parents, Security, social security, something, suicide, Week
Im 19 yrs old an im between 5’6 and 5’7 and i only weigh like 110lbs… I have a fast metabolism so thats why its hard for me to gain weight. Im tired of people telling me im skinny an i need to eat. How can i gain weight if i eating has nothing to do with why im skinny? I dont have an easting disorder i love food i eat all the time.
Posted in Disaster Preparation
Tagged disorder, dont, food, how can i gain weight, LOVE, metabolism, nothing, skinny, time, weight
