The social security found me “mentally disabled” with problems in my brain as mental problems because I had emotional problems and couldn’t control my thoughts and wanted to commit suicide over something stupid. So should I be proud of myself why or why not? They pay me $832 a month but I can’t survive with that so I’m living with my parents. I go to the food bank every week and get tons of food for free but I want to be more successful. I received several F’s and D’s in college so I can’t go back. Why is this happening to me? I always believed in God and Jesus.
