This kid I went to school with always said “survival of the fittest” about how everyone else dropped out. I .. I’m in a bad situation and I don’t know if I’m fit enough to survive.
I’ve been unemployed for too long. 2 of the jobs (D2D and fastfood courier) basically fired me because I wasn’t able to do the work properly. I’ve got a College degree but no people skills. I can’t sell myself in the interviews. I look a mess and I’m flat broke.
So: No traits, no skill, no money, no motivation, and not a very good worker. I just I dont think I’m cut out for any of this. The landlord is practically banging at the door asking for rent and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I think it’s gone beyond nervous breakdown into some sort of self-denial pychosis, like whats happening isn’t really happening.
I know people have it worse, but that doesnt help me pull my act together.